It's Been A While ;)

It's been a while since I've penned down my thoughts,
Scribbled joy in spiral notebooks.
It's been a while since I've heard the birds chirping,
Sweet tunes on that old neglected tree.
It's been a while since I've seen that daisy cluttered garden,
Perfection of nature, not deception.
It's been a while since I've spoken,
Spoken to those bushy tailed squirrels n those mercilessly quacking ducks.
It's been a while, it's been a while,
Where have I been?
On a lonesome journey pursuing goals only for me?
Working to consume what man created,
Ignoring the sereneity offered to me for free?
How odd, the person I've become.
Once a dreamer, a believer, a doer,
and now?
What a shame, what a shame.
The window remains open,
It's my choice.
Should I breath in life
Or
The arid smell of monotony?